1.Untidaled
Back for the fourth time around
And still meaning every word
Never more honest, always too tired
Drowning in the pages I've planned
Provoke, destroy, provoke, destroy
I could be the lost cause, for I am dead poetry
In this reflection, we are perfect disorder
Bring back balance, bring restoration
I saw the waves again, I felt the impact
I saw the waves again, I watched the current sway us
Bring back balance, bring restoration, go
Lost in the clouds and my heart is sleeping
Within the tide, although my eyes are dying
Back for the fourth time around
And still meaning every word
Never more blatant, always too thoughtful
If I could change things, I'd change myself
Time to be joyful in no consistency
Faith can be our only regularity
Time to be joyful in no monotony
There are no final goodbyes, this is our certainty
Bring back balance, bring restoration
I saw the waves again, I felt the impact
I saw the waves again, I watched the current sway us
Bring back balance, bring restoration
And just like that my life ceased to be
If I could change things, I'd change myself
Sunk to the bottom of a deaf, lifeless world
2.Mammoth
I won't let this ruin me
My orchestra, my indecision
It all comes back full circle
From grace to all my hate
I never meant to hurt anyone
I came for peace and for great reason
There is no solace, there's no alleviation
In all our money or within her golden teeth
Is this it, is this how it goes？
I am the wretched one, I am the beggar's hands
It comes back full circle
I cannot help but feel nothing
Pick it up, oh, such a bitter friend, change can be
Remind me God, refresh what's turned to gray
Oh, my intentions, you vanish with the wind
Is this it, is this how it goes？
I am the wretched one, I am the harlot's bones
It comes back full circle
I cannot help but care no more
Is this it, is this how it goes？
It all comes back full circle
It comes back full circle
I cannot help but feel nothing
All that you know, I am all that you know
He had a vision as to what comes next
So disregard this unholy place
3.Vengeance
You are a sickness, my only sincere plague
Is this what you've worked for？
Running your false empire to the ground
What is this substance that made your very own morals change？
It's gone a little too far to turn back now
It's gone a little too far to turn back
Always running, I am the outcast
Keep running, keep running away
On to the next one, how can you have no shame？
Gone is your reason, think of from where you came
God as my witness, there will be no love lost
This is my vengeance, from here on out it's no regrets
You are my sickness, I gave it all my very best
This is my vengeance, from here on out it's no regrets
You are my sickness, I gave it all my very best
It's gone a little too far to turn back now
It's gone a little too far to turn back
Always running, I am the outcast
It's gone a little too far to turn back now
It's gone a little too far to turn back
Always running, I am the outcast
Keep running, keep running away
On to the next one, driven by what you gain
Broken honor, you came and you went
We're just another crack in the wall
Here with no love lost
4.R.I.T.
Turn your back now, lose yourself in hesitation
Dancing, dancing, always dancing and staring at the floor
The sun came out just long enough to go down, oh
She shows the symptoms of being my suicide
I'm holding you to blame for this
I won't stop selling myself short
The broken windows, all of the glass
Knife in my hand, the questions I've asked
I dream about her more nights than not
I can't drown this away
With every single move that you make
You come closer to breaking me
With every single breath that I take
You push further from helping me
But you can't, you can't
I'm pulling the weight again
With every single move that you make
I come closer to ending me
I blame myself and it's not the first time
You see me for what I am, damaged
Turn your back now, I will bask
In the blackness of my darkest days, yeah
With every single move that you make
You come closer to breaking me
With every single breath that I take
You push further from helping me
But you can't, you can't
I'm pulling the weight again
With every single move that you make
I come closer to ending me
Self-loathing me
5.My Questions
Something has got to give, yeah
When did I start choking？ When did I start drowning？
Is this what's to become？ All thoughts left to wait
Is this what's to become？ Is this？
My questions unanswered, I wish
(I wish this would break)
I wish this would break
What am I doing here？
These waters extend for miles, oh
My heart remains the same, yeah
Will I ever, ever stop choking？
Will I ever, ever stop drowning？
Oh, how the faithful city has become a harlot
I should not have put that on you
Leave my body at the river
Let me pass along downstream, oh
Is this what's to become？
My questions unanswered, I wish
(I wish this would break)
I wish this would break
My questions unanswered
I wish this would break
I wish this would break
I wish this would break
I breathe in your shadows and sleep in your disinterest
I breathe in your shadows and sleep in your disinterest
Let the tears fall, let me write some sad songs
That you don't deserve, that you don't deserve
Let the tears fall
Will I ever, ever stop choking？
Will I ever, ever stop drowning？
6.Forever Decay
Still broken, I can't see anything but you
I don't even know if I want to
I've been so wrong in this
What does this mean？
Where did it go？ All is best, all is lost
What does this mean？
Where did it go？ All is best, all is lost, all is gone
Forever in ruin, I can't just disappear
Forever in ruin, I can't let go
Forever in ruin, forever decay
I can't see anything but you, I can't let this go
Still searching, I might be missing you for years
Every month feels like a lifetime, when will this pass？
Goodnight, farewell, I'm nearly done with this day
Goodnight, farewell, our grace has met its end
Forever in ruin, forever decay
She fell in love with the city, and since then I don't mean
anything
She fell in love with the city, and since then I don't mean
anything
Forever in ruin, forever decay, forever in ruin, forever decay
I've been so wrong in this
What does this mean？
Where did it go？ All is best, all is lost
What does this mean？
Where did it go？ All is best, all is lost, all is gone
Forever in ruin, I can't just disappear
Forever in ruin, I can't let go
Forever in ruin, forever decay
I can't see anything but you
7.Chicago
In this grave hour, I have composed our final song
The last words of our love lost
I called your hands home for years
For years, for years, for years on end
It's become distant and I hate my helpless defiance, no
You have no problem finding me
Although you only commit unintentionally
I do it for the Lord, I do it for Chicago
I once lived for you, and I've never ever been
So wrong, wrong, wrong, so wrong, wrong, wrong
We keep building, building to find no release
8.Constance
Oh, what has exhaustion brought me？
Unvisited, but still too busy to close my eyes
Maybe one day I'll grasp the pattern
Maybe in time this will all be readable
Maybe in time
As if the solitude could bring me any peace
I was greeted with Constance, I found no sleep
These thoughts are nothing but wished away
I can't remember what it is to be content
These thoughts are nothing but wished away
I can't remember what it is to be content
Show me the exit, let the signals fade
Maybe one day I'll defeat the cycle
Maybe in time, I'll be able to define this
This wretched purgatory
As if the solitude could bring me any peace
I was greeted with Constance, I found no sleep
These thoughts are nothing but wished away
I can't remember what it is to be content
These thoughts are nothing but wished away
I can't remember what it is to be content
This is bound to fail, this is bound to fail
Go ahead
The enemy will not resist, deceived until the end
I hate this persistence, my eyes may never close
I hate this persistence, my eyes may never close
9.Dead Throne
What you hold, dear, is a false account
What you hold, dear, offers no salvation
Trust in that, I'm not right for this
Know that I'm not the one to hold you up
I can't hold you, I can't hold you
Dead throne
We've put the world up onto a dead throne
Dead throne
We've put the world up onto a dead throne
She will slip, slip away
You will see your downfall
Dead throne
We've put the world up onto a dead throne
Dead throne
We've put the world onto a dead throne
I am guilty, I have fallen
There are things that have come between you and me
I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry
Let all be put to shame who serve carved images
We've put the world on a dead throne
We've put the world on a dead throne
10.Kansas
It is though, God, by command
Has withdrawn every other throne
And God is saying
'No, these people will deal with me alone'
11.Pretenders
Never have I been so disgusted
Never has it all been so clear to me, yeah
Watch out for pretenders
No one of any positive reputation
Will respect what you've done
Judgment will befall your rule
The wrath will break your law
Harshness will have his place on this
You fake, you were meant to fall down
Stop, restart, bah
Watch out for pretenders
Obtain perspective, re-evaluate your inception
Endless imitation, obvious plagiarism
I know how you function, I know how you function
There will be an end to your profit, your possession
How did it all become, become published？
How can no one see these things？
How can no one see these things？
You fake, you were meant to fall
How can no one see these things？
You fake, you were meant to fall down
How can no one, no one, how can no one
You fake, you were meant to fall down
And now the record went gold
But not an ounce of sincerity was achieved
I know how you function, I know how you function
There will be an end to your profit, your possession
How did it all become, become published？
How can no one see, see these things？
Stop, restart
Stop, restart
12.Holdfast
We will not be forgotten, holdfast, holdfast
I will never subject myself to the flames
You are a demon to me, your power is but a fraction of me
And with that I, I make progress, within each step I move
Save me, for the waters have come up to my neck
We will not be forgotten
Glory to the patient and to those who have hope
We will not be forgotten
Studying photos and deleting pictures
With bleeding clouds ahead, we pray for boldness
We pray for boldness, we pray for undying grace
Save me, for the waters have come up to my neck
We will not be forgotten
Glory to the patient and to those who have hope
We will not be forgotten, no
I don't plan on going anywhere without you
Holdfast, holdfast, holdfast
My body was meant to rot, but these words will never pass
Bless the Lord, oh my soul, for these words will never pass
Save me, save me, save me
(We will not be forgotten)
Save me
(We will not be forgotten, holdfast, holdfast)
Save me
(We will not be forgotten, we will not be forgotten)
Save me
(We will not be forgotten, holdfast)
13.Born To Lose
Blessed be those who have no idols, no idols
Invoke holy honor, sanctify the patient
I don't see the world the same
I'm no one's hero, so just forget my name
I abhor you
With every foolish thing that you say
None of it is worth the time
Another meaningless war
You don't know what you need
We're all so back and forth, nothing is as it seems
You don't know what you need
We make the same mistakes, we've ruined everything
What is it this time？
What must you call holy？
This is your lifeline
Nothing is at it seems
If I were you I'd give it up, I'd give it up, I'd give it up
If I were you I'd care, I would care, I'm born to lose
With a noose around my neck
World be damned and move forward, forward
I abhor you
With every selfish thing that you say
None of it is the worth the time
You don't know what you need
We're all so back and forth, nothing is as it seems
You don't know what you need
We make the same mistakes, we've ruined everything
Born to lose, born to lose, born to lose
With a noose around my neck
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